FUCK IT/ LOVE IT (2025)

These pieces are interchangeable poems, and the whole point is duality and transformation.

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It started with the middle finger. I wanted to immortalize the idea of my last fuck left. Not in a reckless way, but in an honest way. It represents the moment where you stop over-explaining yourself, stop shrinking, and stop carrying things that are not yours anymore. It is me saying I no longer give a fuck, and I am fine with that. I am letting things go, while simultaneously showing where I came from.

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But that is not where it ends. Because not giving a fuck does not mean being closed off or hardened forever. That is where the hand heart comes in.

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It is the same poem, just with one word changed. Instead of “fuck this,” it becomes “love this.” Same structure, same rhythm, same voice. The difference is the intention. The shift from a fuck-it attitude to a love-first one. Not because I became a different person, but because I am transforming how my energy shows up.

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I used my own hands because they are universal symbols. Everyone understands a middle finger. Everyone understands a heart made with hands. They carry completely different meanings, yet they come from the same body. 

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The work is about leaving the fuck-it attitude behind while still being the same person. I genuinely do not have fucks left to give, and that is exactly why I can choose love more intentionally now. Both pieces are true. They just represent different moments in the same evolution.

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That is why they are interchangeable. Same poem. Same hands. Same person. Just a shift in what I am choosing to lead with.